Unemployed and not loving it...
So, as you all know I was laid off at the end of December with a return date in March…well, last Thursday I got downsized…bit of bitch…poor Sammy saw me at my worst when I thought it was a good idea to start drinking at 3 in Niagara and then go out in Toronto…so sorry Sam!
Now I am really unemployed and not loving it….sleeping till 2pm gets old rather quickly…but I guess I have lots of time to do stuff…like get organized, gym, clean and such. However, because I haven’t really done anything each one of those tasks is freaking exhausting…so I say things like “I’m so tired…but I don’t know why”…bottom line, life is tiring and when you have a job you are distracted by how tiring life actually is…I miss having a job!
Today it’s raining snowy-ice…which is lovely especially when you have a two car drive which needs to be shoveled…not only is it cold, it’s raining pellets of ice on you and you have to shovel what feels like a football field all by yourself; because your brother who was smart, packed his shit and moved across the country to an even colder province where he rents a house and someone shovels it for him…bastard…anyway, moving on…on top of not being distracted by life and being tired all the time, I have to bundle up in what I would call the ugliest outfit of all time (long underwear, sweatpants tucked into fake ugg-looking boots, guelph sweatshirt (go gryphs, go), hat, and awful jacket) to remove ice-snow mixture from football field driveway…that being said, once driveway is shoveled, there is always that fear in the pit of your stomach that the goddamn plow will be coming to clear the street and your football field driveway will be blocked in…it’s a nightmare…so you think you should shovel the street in front of the driveway…now you are shoveling the street, looking like an asshole, and everyone stares…
It’s noon, and I’ve shoveled ice-snow, made a pot of coffee (usually I go to Tim’s but I was afraid I would get stuck in the middle of the street wearing an asshole outfit so I made it at home…it’s not so good…) and watched awful TV – seriously no one cares about those View ladies…they’re crazy.
Maybe I should go back to bed and sleep until 2? Thoughts on this?
Aug 3, 02:06 PM. Permalink.